George Michael's ex-boyfriend tried to save him. George Michael's boyfriend said the singer was addicted to heroin

Fadi Fawaz, who George Michael has been dating for the past few years, has made it clear that the singer committed suicide and did not just die of a heart attack.

“The only thing George wanted was to die. He tried to kill himself several times and finally succeeded. We loved each other very much and were together almost 24 hours a day,” Fadi wrote on his Twitter, which soon became private.

A little earlier, Fawaz wrote “I hate you, 2016, with all my heart.”

Let us remember that it was the 40-year-old photographer Fawaz who found in bed.

It became known that the 53-year-old singer was indeed in a very depressed state after pneumonia suffered in 2011 weakened his lungs by 20%, which is why his vocal abilities also deteriorated. Then he was unconscious for 15 days, and doctors performed a tracheotomy to open access to the airway.

For an artist, the loss of his former voice is worse than death. Michael began drinking and taking drugs to cope with his new reality. He could not swim, it was difficult for him to lift up and sing. He survived concerts only with the help of steroids and other drugs.

This was the third big loss in his life. First he lost his lover Anselmo Feleppe, who died of HIV infection, then his mother Leslie, and then his voice.

And yet, Michael was going to release a new album. There are 3 complete albums of unreleased music left in his private collection.

Kenny Goss and George Michael.

Kenny Goss ex-lover legendary musician George Michael, who died on Christmas Day in his own home, recent years tried to save the singer’s life by protecting him from using narcotic drugs. The lovers lived in civil marriage for 14 years and broke up in 2011, but all these years the men maintained a close connection. It was Kenny who asked George's father to come to the farewell ceremony, which is supposed to take place in early February.

"Kenny loved George, but their paths diverged. Kenny began to lead sober image life, went to Dallas, found a job. He really wanted to help Michael, asked him to stop using drugs," said Taylor Garrett, a mutual friend of Kenny and George. Garrett claims that Kenny always spoke enthusiastically about Michael, even after they broke up. "When you're dating someone for so long, you begin to mirror your partner. Kenny felt Michael from a distance, they had a special relationship and I'm very sad that it ended,” Garrett said.

For the last year and a half that George was dating hairdresser Fadi Fawaz, he left him many times, and the young man even spent Christmas night not in the musician’s house, but in his car. "Fadi says that he and George were close. But how can it be that he would leave loved one spend the night in a car. About Kenny, I'm sure they had a special connection. I don’t think they ever fell out of love with each other,” Garrett said.

Let us remind you that the cause of George Michael’s death could be a drug overdose. Due to toxicological testing, the musician's body cannot be released to the earth. He is expected to be buried on the island of Crete early next month.

Darren Hayes, Jodie Foster, Ricky Martin and Ronaldo - the confessions of music, film and sports stars about same-sex relationships became a sensation. But the first, perhaps, was the British singer George Michael. And from him, seen either with actress Brooke Shields, or with models Linda Evangelista and Pat Fernandez, or with makeup artist Cathy Yong, no one expected a coming out.

Michael came out as gay in 1998 after a controversial incident with a police officer in public toilet in Beverly Hills and subsequent arrest for "indecent acts." A public statement about homosexuality had a negative impact on the artist’s career. The fans were shocked that the fairy tale was about a beautiful enviable groom collapsed and turned away from the singer.

As a result, Michael's popularity fell sharply along with the sales of his records, which caused a creative crisis. In 2007, the singer admitted that he hid his sexuality for so long, fearing only his mother’s reaction. Like, she was afraid that she only son inherited the "gay gene" from his uncle named Colin, who committed suicide. “She thought she carried the gene and in a sense allowed my father to be homophobic. My father, a Greek Cypriot and an old-school man, would never accept his son being gay, and my mother was afraid of him.” , said the singer.

Later, the singer will tell you that he had only three girls in his life. And his first great love Brazilian designer Anselma Feleppa became one of the men. They met at a festival in Rio in 1991, and six months later Anselm was diagnosed with AIDS. In 1993, the designer died, after which George stopped caring about his parents’ opinions. He decided to open up to them. “I wrote them a four-page letter. My mother said it was the most wonderful letter she had ever read,” the artist recalled.

Since then, Michael's love interests have become public knowledge every now and then. In 1996, he claimed that he had met the man of his dreams, Kanny Goss, an athlete from Dallas. They had houses in London and Dallas. George kept saying that he and Kaniya would get married soon. But the plans were not destined to come true. The couple broke up in 2009, and this relationship would eventually become the singer's longest. According to close sources, the ex-boyfriend is tired of the drug addiction of the musician and his difficult relationship with the police, and the last straw was the arrest of George Michael for a month for possession of hashish.

Since the fall of 2011, Michael has been dating Fuddy Favac. It was Fuddy who was with the singer when he became seriously ill with pneumonia and canceled the Symphonica world tour. In the summer of 2012, George Michael and Fadi Favaz were vacationing on a yacht and sharing personal photos on Twitter. He became last love an artist who has been given so little - George Michael tonight at the age of 53.

On December 25, pop music legend George Michael passed away from heart failure at his home in London. About irreparable loss spoke out fellow musicians Madonna, Elton John, Robbie Williams and others. Today, his first statement since George's death was made by his boyfriend, hair stylist Fadi Fawaz.

I will never forget this Christmas and I will never stop missing you.

He wrote on Twitter.

It was Fadi Fawaz who found George Michael in the bedroom of his home on the morning of December 25th. Fadi came to George to go with him to festive lunch. Not long before, they had been discussing plans for Christmas, and despite the difficulties that George had to face in lately, he was looking forward to these holidays.

It's over, but I want people to remember him for who he was. And he was a wonderful man

Posted by Fawaz.

George Michael's ex-boyfriend, art dealer Kenny Goss, also decided to comment on the tragic news. Their relationship with George lasted 11 years. It was Kenny who became the first man with whom George publicly announced an affair in 1998.

He was an important part of my life. I loved him very much. My heart is broken now

Kenny Gross said.

George Michael and Kenny Gross, 2005